Below are five of the most powerful stories we’ve heard from athletes dealing with life after sport:

 

‘I don’t want to be here’

 

World sevens player of the year in 2009, Ollie Phillips played top-flight rugby union for 14 years. His career ended with injury in 2015. He is now an ambassador the Rugby Players’ Association’s mental health awareness programme.

Athletes Ollie Phillips, former England Sevens captain, completed the Clipper Round the World race following his retirement

Ollie Phillips, former England Sevens captain, completed the Clipper Round the World race following his retirement

“Because I had to retire through injury, it felt as though I had been robbed of my rights and the dreams that I was hoping to achieve.

 

“Once I realised that ‘right I am now not a rugby player any more’, there was a really tough period.

 

“It’s such a destructive experience on a personal level – everything is affected by it. That experience of feeling valued and adored. Suddenly you’re not as good; you’re not in the limelight.

 

“And as a result you chase highs and ego boosts. They give you a kick in the short term, but the highs are high and the lows are very low and you don’t know how to get out of them.

 

“There were times when I looked at myself and thought, ‘I don’t want to be here’. I’ve probably accepted not being a sportsman but have I truly accepted that it’s not me any more? Maybe not entirely.”

 

‘I had no money, I had nothing’

 

Rower Mark Hunter competed for Great Britain at three Olympic Games, winning gold in Beijing in 2008 and silver in London in 2012.

Athletes Mark Hunter, left, and Zac Purchase missed out on gold in the lightweight double sculls by 0.61 seconds at London 2012

Mark Hunter, left, and Zac Purchase missed out on gold in the lightweight double sculls by 0.61 seconds at London 2012

 

“It doesn’t matter how good you are, how much money you earn – you have to learn to cope with that loss of purpose. Athletes think everyone cares about what you are doing but most people don’t care until you are performing at the highest level.

 

“In Athens in 2004 I came last and that was my darkest point. I had no money, I had nothing. I used to drive down back roads thinking, ‘if I crash I wouldn’t care right now’. I didn’t tell my parents but I was lucky I had so many friends around me to help me escape.

 

“I’d gone to the ultimate event and come last. We came last, the funding is cut and it’s like ‘get out’. It was club coaches who helped rebuild me.

 

“Losing the gold in London by a split-second was a big regret. It took me years to get over the loss. I had no help whatsoever from sport – after London the doors open, goodbye and it’s like a conveyor belt of new talent coming through.”

 

‘It was like I had fallen off a cliff’

 

Great Britain hockey player Crista Cullen retired at 27 after winning a bronze medal at London 2012. Three years later, having not played hockey, she was given the chance to be part of the team for Rio 2016 and went on to win gold before retiring for a second time. She now works in conservation in Kenya.

Athletes Crista Cullen won bronze in 2012 and gold in 2016 as part of GB's hockey team

Crista Cullen won bronze in 2012 and gold in 2016 as part of GB’s hockey team

 

“The first time I retired I was 27 after the London Olympics. I thought ‘home Olympics, this is the best thing I’ll ever do’.

 

“I moved back home to Kenya. When I arrived there was this realisation that you’re on your own. I felt lost. It was like I had fallen off a cliff.

 

“It took me six months to find my feet, but I was still looking for that identity.

 

“I hadn’t appreciated the impact that transitioning out of elite sport would have on me. I’m an extrovert but still really struggled.”

‘You plummet to the bottom of the mountain’

 

Former England women’s rugby union captain Catherine Spencer retired at the top of her game in 2011 but struggled with feelings of regret as she watched her former team-mates win the World Cup in 2014.

 

Athletes Catherine Spencer was part of a team that lost in the final of the World Cup in both 2006 and 2010

Catherine Spencer was part of a team that lost in the final of the World Cup in both 2006 and 2010

 

“I was at the top of my game – England captain, first choice, 63 caps, I knew what I was and what I was doing. I felt like I was at the top of my mountain.

 

“Then suddenly it feels as if you’re not needed on the top of that mountain and you plummet to the bottom. You don’t know where you’re going or how to look up. Your whole being is almost taken away from you.

 

“I started sobbing [after England won the 2014 World Cup] I was happy that some of my best mates were out on the pitch, but I was absolutely devastated and gutted that this hadn’t happened four years earlier.”

 

‘Having a plan that’s come crashing to a halt – you’re devastated’

 

Two-time Paralympic archery champion Danielle Brown‘s career came to an end in 2013, when her disability was reclassified and she was no longer able to compete.

Athletes Danielle Brown is now a successful businesswoman having been forced to leave Para-archery behind in 2013

Danielle Brown is now a successful businesswoman having been forced to leave Para-archery behind in 2013

“When you are training your whole life revolves around winning medals. For that structure then to be taken away from me was devastating.

 

“I was given four months of funding from UK Sport because I had been on the programme seven years and I was given a paper on how to write a CV.

 

“Having the plan that has come crashing to a halt, you’re devastated. You have no idea what you are or who you are, want you want to do, where you want to go.”

 

Is sport doing enough and whose responsibility is it?

 

The State of Sport study focused on football, cricket, rugby union and rugby league, horse racing and Olympics sports, all of which have wide-ranging transition programmes to help athletes move into a life after sport, including career training, 24-hour-a-day counselling and funding for education.

 

Major advances have been made in the past decade in improving that transition. Holmes said she received “no help” when she retired in 2005 and there was “no structure” in place.

 

Rugby league “has made huge progress over the last 10 years, considering there was no formal welfare policy in 2008,” according to Rugby Football League welfare director Emma Rosewarne.

 

“Thankfully most professional players do engage with their player association to prepare for their lives after sport and there has never been more practical, financial and emotional support available,” said Taylor.

 

Cullen said “transition wasn’t necessarily spoken about before 2012”, whereas in 2016 it was no longer “an elephant in the room”.

 

She said: “Too many people come out of sport without having thought about it enough and don’t click with the next step. It creates turmoil and leads to bigger issues that could be avoided.”

 

Michael Bennett, head of player welfare at the PFA and a former professional footballer, said: “Every player thinks they are going to play forever but the average football career is only seven to eight years.”

 

According to Bennett, it is hard for footballers to think about life after sport when “week in, week out you’ve got a battle on your hands to hold down a position”. He added: “It’s constant – players are told what to eat, when to eat, when to sleep.”

 

Life after sport, Bennett said, “can be like being told to fend for yourself – and we expect individuals to cope”.

 

You don’t want a negative on sports because sport actually should be the best thing that anyone has in their life

 

Dame Kelly Holmes
The role of Bennett and the PFA’s transition strategy – similar to the other sports in this study – is to help players “upskill” and create “rounded holistic individuals in the game and when they leave the game”.

 

However, there have been calls for sport to invest more in transition.

 

Hunter said the help he was offered in retirement was “not good enough”.

 

“More can be done to really support athletes,” he said. “We have an amazing opportunity – how do we look after people, and make sure they are in a better place, not financially, but mentally?

 

“A lot of sports just tick boxes. We need a national governing body that monitors this properly.”

 

Holmes said governing bodies should help because “we’ve seen so much of what we’re talking about – the detrimental effects of sport – and you don’t want a negative on sports because sport actually should be the best thing that anyone has in their life”.

 

Analysis – ‘Retirement is the only inevitability in sport’
Professor David Lavallee is the world’s first professor of duty of care in sport at Abertay University in Dundee. He is an expert in sport career development and transitions, with over 100 publications in the area.

 

The more people focus and develop a strong identity in what they are doing the more likely they are to perform, but this also presents a potential risk later on. It’s a Faustian bargain that athletes often make to fulfil their dreams.

 

Retirement is the only inevitability in sport and represents a loss of somebody’s resources – personal, material but, perhaps the hardest of all, the symbolic resources. Many athletes have an emotional attachment tied into what they do.

 

This research by the PPF is one of the largest ever studies to date looking at the impact of retirement from sport, and the findings are in line with previous research in the area.

 

The need for transition support has never been greater. Across professional sports in general, the provision of support to players has increased in recent years.

 

At the same time, however, several studies have shown that players sometimes feel reluctant to engage in career transition planning during their careers as they feel they should be focusing on their performance on the field instead.

 

 

Published by BBC Sport on the 5th of February:

Check out the full article here

 

 

If you are a sportperson thinking about making the transition contact:

James Cluskey

j.cluskey@masonalexanderie

(01) 685 4414

 

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